I can feel cold meta lturning in your warm bowels	
	
saliva soaked air diesel fuel dogmeat fishknife cutting my lips as i sat 
hunched in mist abound smoke saturated tangerine room dimmed light cackling 
and laughing at me with dismembered fish swimming in the miasma of my 
ceiling chewing and spitting at the kitchen light. i pull of my rigatoni 
shirt and swallow another acerbic mouthful of copper penny whiskey i had 
been biting off all night.it tastes like blood.outside my window naked 
creatures bearing only eyes on their face peer in at me and twitch. i grind 
my teeth and coffee grounds burst out of my ears and fill rusty water 
buckets spinning involuntarily at my feet with a scherezade of agony 
speading through between my brain corncob ears burning my skull with a 
blowtorch migraine.i reach down and gash my arm to shreds, the blood gushes 
and no flesh is visible. i carve spiderweb teethmarks into my torso which 
speak and howl and sing inviable phrases to my bleeding ears. tongues jot 
out of my self inflicted cuntwounds to occasionally lap up the forthcoming 
blood. staring dead on target into a cracked mirror i drag the razor over 
the dome of my head and down the side of my face gashing it open leaving a 
trajectory, a vertical smile down strait through the center of my left eye 
but my face maintained.
i am standing in the living room. voices scream in terror at my condition as 
i stumbled drunkedly around pouring blood onto the floors and walls, i 
manage to stumble through bone splinter dawnfake simpering cunt wheels and 
sores down the stairs and into the maelstrom,skeletal creatures blow into 
their own brass organs producing a screeching cacophony that causes me to 
grind my teeth and vomit blood onto my ragged shoes.mouths open in the wall 
and shriek along to the music.my vorpal rust wounds begin to spew like 
christs wounds on the cross, like a hose coating the walls in blood from 
which human likenesses extrude attempting to break through it like a 
styraphoam ceramic sheet.my eyeballs burst from my sockets and bounce around 
the room when i notice coming from the toilet a hideous entity that is 
conjoined with the writhing torso of a cow approach me groaning and 
screaming. my hair turns to worms and slithers down into my pants, up my ass 
and wrapping around my genitals. worms and blood slither from everyone of my 
orifaces as my mouth jerks back and the cow entity pours scalding hot 
whiskey down my throat. my guts boil and shit spews from my ass. my wounds 
open like mouths and begin to shriek as i claw at myself and cow entrails 
fall down on me from the ceiling. i feed my mouthwounds empty cans broken 
glass and garbage which they devour and i can feel it seething beneath my 
skin. i clutch my guts and fall to the earth as i feel something large and 
thrashing making its way out of my asshole cavern.i shriek and the ceiling 
bursts open revealing a giant mouth bellowing acrid vomit great breath at 
me.the creature makes its way painfully out of my ass stands up and shakes 
the shit off its body. it is a goat with human feet instead of hooves and a 
doorknob for a cock. it thrashes violently about and approaches me suckling 
on the cancerous tits that have just sprouted on my torso.i wrestle it to 
the earth and with great trouble hacksaw its head off which spontaniously
attatches itself to the top of my head.deformed partially human creatures 
slither out of the bloodstains on the wall and shriek and howl and tear at 
their flesh flinging it at me, it falls to the ground and sizzles there like 
a frying pan.shrieking to blot out the horrific noise i rip the clothes off 
my body untill i am naked. blood ejaculates from my wounds as i sprint 
barefoot up the street to the nearest highschool and put my fist through the 
window.i smash more and more windows slapping and spraying blood onto the 
surface of the school while limping screaming moving along the hideous 
creatures taunting and proding me trying to stick their wart covered members 
up my ass as i smash window after window and pull a steel trashcan lid off 
and spin around flinging it like a discus through a wall of glass. the 
broken glass collects in a whirlwind and hunts down each creature grinding 
them simpering whimpering crying screaming into pulpy mounds of rotten beef 
the palpitates and twitches on the filth covered earth.i dart home through 
armies of cackling subhuman beasts in an eternal orgy of violence and 
fucking holes that arent even sex organs to my house where i hastilly 
concoct two molotov cocktails out of iced tea bottles and take a swig of 
gasolene pouring it all over my body i burn i am on fire i dart back naked 
to the school bleeding feet and body i lay in the street and role around in 
mud puddles cleansing the gas from my painful torso,lighting the first 
molotov i fling it at the schools entrance on the left side, then i fling 
the next creating parallel bursts of flames at the left and right sides of 
the school entrance, pursued by inhuman beasts i sprint down the railroad to 
the adjoining grade school and lift a railroad spike slamming it through the 
windshield of a black pontiac.i tear it out and bust all the windows then 
smash the hood of the car in reaching in the glove compartment for an 
aerosal can of air freshner i turn it into a torch for a moment and fling it 
into the streets where it bursts into flame. i rush to the school and fling 
another violent gasolene rod railroad fuck tier through the glass wall. i 
crawl through the aperture ive made and my skin gashes on the broken shards 
spewing blood.before me stands a pop machine. i beat it, slam a chair into 
it numerous times but it will not, it cannot, it refuses to break, if i 
could only get a soda all these hideous creatures would disappear, i foamed, 
i raged, i swore, i spat, i gouged my skin with my fingers and shrieked and 
struck the walls with the chair bending it into some worthless hunk of 
deranged art.i plunged my fist through a window on the locked door, i wept , 
i shrieked, moaned and cried, i could not get to the soda.
i slithered through the window again and darted into the woods, falling in a 
heap upon a pile of dried leaves. panting, my body gave way to a violent 
boiler room chipped tooth sleep.
2
from the most perverse,hideous,and diluted of crimes, there emerges some 
wayward and lambid texture of reason, that society designs the crimes of the 
wayward criminal.he who has been cast out returns, not to beg 
readmittance,but to seek revenge.the trees burn, the waters boil blood 
cascade and the clocks spin like fire.emerging from sleep to visions of a 
giant mouth swallowing an opaque breath of black air, with a bellowing 
HISS.i awake in my bed and have no memory of ever coming home from my bed of 
decomposing leaves.i am clothed and showered, but covered in bloodclotted 
scars.it is voting day at the highschool i lately demolished.it is also 
payday. i get on my bike and ride to work, collecting my pay and cashing it 
at the nearest bank. i am received coldly and with looks of shock. i feel as 
if i had given birth the night before, and in many ways i had.i walk into a 
gaming store and am received with gawking stares from the denizens of the 
place. i browse magic cards for a shortwhile, then return home. i met my 
father at the base of the stairs, who said he was going to school to vote
"is it still standing?
i ask with a leer.i call my dopedealer and make a purchase, then get serenly 
high with feelings of burnt pain still lingering. i call a friend and make a 
confession of the previous night. to any extent, he is completely speechless 
and shocked. my friend dave logs on
"come here for halloween
he says
it is time to make a hasty sorjourn from ohio for awhile... i leave a note 
reading "kiss my ass" on the desk, gather my possessions and make my way to 
the bus stop in a taxi. on my way there i notice a man holding a live rat by 
the tail standing on the devilstrip with stained pants and a cowboy hat. at 
the bus station, a pregnant woman stares blankly at the payphone, fingering 
a tire air gauge with one hand.my bus arrives, and i board, an ounce of weed 
in my pocket and a knapsack of books under my arm. i make my way to the 
bathroom through the fragrant air conditioned bus and mix myself a vodka in 
a sprite bottle. a used condom sits on the toilet seat. i take it and spit 
in it, then put it in my pocket.i notice the toilet has a splash of blood in 
it, and part of a human face. unsure if i am still hallucinating, i make my 
way out into the bus and have a seat, patiently awaiting departure. a goat 
walks across the parking lot. kids run up to it, and feed it handfuls of 
garbage. i blink, it is gone. the bus driver boards, the rest of the 
passengers board, and he starts the bus.thinking to myself to drop my pot 
into the toilet if accosted by police, we turn and make our way onto the 
highway. my supposed hallucinations dissolve into a gossamer rushing flow of 
colors as we haphazardly make our way north. there is an empty, dead, dying 
unloved dry painful feeling in my heart as we move forward. i finger my 
weed, and put on my walkman. i pull out a book, and begin to read, trying to 
ignore the snickering hideous creature propped up on its haunches in the 
last seat on the bus.
3
after a long weary bustrip i arrive in amherst, and phone dave from a local 
phone, he says hell be right down, and i wait outside a cvs for him.five 
minutes later, he approaches and a glance passes between us, as laschivous 
as a porno star opening a can of tuna with her teeth. we both smile, grin, 
and walk down the block, being eyed warily by passing female pedestrians,as 
most heterosexual women despise gay couples, especially male ones.i hear a 
snipet of her conversation.
"he cant even hold an intelligent conversation..."
we make our way back to his place of habit. let me tell you about this 
place. it is a mock business, called the MIND POWER ACADEMY, run by a 
psychotic ex army soldier named jim who huffs rubber cement, passes out, and 
begs dave to lift his head out of the bag where the cement is coagulated.he 
claims to teach any number of impossible to learn tactics which i cant 
remember now, due to the legnth of their titles.arriving, our first task was 
to have a couple shots of vodka, then call up the drug dealer for some 
pot.we left and got half a brick of pure columbia.for the next two days, we 
spent them in a state of stoned reverie, playing video games and getting 
high. on the night before halloween, we got immoderatly drunk, and sat at 
the computer staring at our crotches, caressing eachothers shoulders.
"do you want to lay down?
he asks. i do. we lay down and drunkedly tear off eachothers clothes. i prop 
him up in a position on all fours, and part his asscheeks, dragging my 
tongue over his asshole. he sighs and his body quivers. i spit on my cock, 
and push it into his asshole. for the next two hours, we fuck. my loins 
slapping into his, as he moans and sighs,jacking off while i pummel him.i 
withdrawl too drunk too cum, and he gets behind me, hammering me with the 
same ardor.i can only take fifteen minutes of it, cause his cock is so huge, 
and we stop, and pass out.
HALLOWEEN
we awake and wash our hair and face in the sink. afterwards we paint our 
faces. i paint my entire face black and dave paints strange festoons all 
over his face.i put on a rainbow colored clown wig and dave puts on a wig 
with long black hair.we walk to his car with long garish strides, a pellet 
gun in daves pocket and a crowbar in mine. we make our way to the city after 
picking up burrito pete, who buys us jack daniels which we chug in the car 
while driving and fall into an immediate blackout.we stop at a park to smoke 
some pot, and while we smoke, burrito pete dumps a gallon of gasolene into a 
dumpster and lights it on fire. the thing explodes, and terrified we flee 
from the scene to the center of the town.walking up the street we meet a 
couple of kids.
"how are ya
"what are ya doin
next thing we know we are being pelted with eggs. out of alcohalic fury i 
pick up a rock and fling it at one of the kids, smashing him in the face 
causing a burst of blood from his nose.dave draws his pellet gun and shoots 
one of the kids in the crotch. i pick up another rock and fling it striking 
a fleeing kid in the back of the head.they run away and we stumbled down the 
street in an alcohalic blackout to a parking garage into which we enter. 
first we stand dumbfounded staring at all the cars and then we make our 
attack, smashing all the windows we can find and opening the doors tearing 
open the glove compartments pocketing any valuables we can find for dope 
money.as our attacks progress they get more violent. instead of just the 
windows we start slashing the tires and knocking off the rear view mirrors. 
eventually, we turned an aerosal can into a firebomb and rolled it under a 
jeep. the car burst into flames and we darted from the garage.while we were 
leaving an egg fell from the top of the complex and burst on my head, 
knocking me down to my knees.before i knew it i heard a voice screaming in 
fury.
"YOU MOTHERFUCKING FAGGOTS FUCKED UP MY CAR
i heard the sound of a gun going off, and a street sign PANGED adjacent to 
me. someone was shooting at us.
"fuck dave were being shot at
we darted down the street, bullets whizzing by us, exploding light fixtures, 
street signs, wires, and telephone poles burst all around us. i slipped into 
an alleyway and stuck out my leg, tripping our assailiant, whipping out my 
crowbar, i pummeled his skull untill i heard a sickening SQUISH.terrified to 
look at the remains, i steal his gun and sprint after dave.
i regained equilibrium and we darted forth, away from there.for awhile we 
stumbled around in the streets acosting young college girls.
"hey baby will you suck my asshole
"hey baby can i chew your uteris off and spit it down your throat
"hey baby can i insert a handful of razorblades into your asshole
we sent plenty of bitches fleeing from us in all directions, and everyone in 
the square had their eyes on us as we terrorized everyone.we made our way to 
a college, where we saw some young kids rapping in their room. i picked up a 
brick and heaved it through their window. dave, out of pur alcohalic 
barbarism manhandled a sand filled bulb shaped cigarette ashtrey over his 
shoulders and brought it down on the window , shattering it completely. i 
lept back terrified, as he brought it down again and again, before we walked 
away, dave strutting, me downcast. we are pulled over by the cops and sit on 
the curb as the lghts are flashed on us.witnesses said i had no part in it, 
so at the police station, i gave them 20$ and they drove me back to amherst. 
i lept from the paddy wagon shrieking "SO LONG FLATFOOT" and sprinted away 
back to the mind power academy.when i arrived, the door was locked, so i 
went to sleep on the doorstep.i awoke in a half hour, unable to feel my 
fingers, so i smashed one of the windows with my numbed hand, opened the 
lock, went inside, and fell asleep under a deep green quilt.
3
we drove three hours from amherst smoking pot to rhode island.stopping at a 
truckstop to piss and stumble around.we arrive at rhode island, an alluminum 
siding house from which emerge two young gangsters,full of spunk and talking 
shit.our first task is to acquire pot.
"i need a dollar
"for what
"a BLUN
his mother gives us a dollar and we tear off. we stop in a parking lot and 
start jacking open car doors. we pilfer all we find and collect it in a box. 
flashlights, keyboards, televisions, etc. once we have a suitable booty we 
abscond to the thriftstore where a senior member of the mafia works. we get 
about 50$ for our shit, and disappear to the nearest drug dealer. i buy five 
dime bags and so do they. afterwards we go to the cornerstore for a case of 
beer and a fifth of gin. i drink the whole bottle on the way to the high 
place.we pick up some girls and head deep into the woods, starting a huge 
fire in a deep hole.i make a complete fool of myself, in an alcohalic 
blackout,puking my guts out and singing loudly, bashing into anyone near me, 
and smooching daves exgirlfriend.we drop everyone off and dave and i sleep 
in his car.i awake covered in puke and dart into the nearest cvs for 
something to drink, parched from the previous nights debauche.we sit in his 
car a moment, then smoke the last dime bag of my weed, before driving back 
to the chrome house.we rob a few more cars, buy some pot and smoke it with 
the gangsters father in a bedroom. i am shot in the foot with a bb gun.we 
abscond back to the car and drive forward. we are pulled over by a cop.
our gang leader confesses, as he is in an impending jail sentence, and we 
are set free, only to make our way to an apartment complex which we break 
into and rob.we steal a dvd player, a vcr, a television, and 200$ so in 
cash.we buy tons of pot and smoke it untill its gone, lingering around a 
smoky lethargic room, within a few days.
we get a tip on an abandoned apartment and make our way to it.when we 
arrive, it is already robbed by at least two parties, and we abscond.knowing 
who robbed it we go to their shithole in the local graveyard armed to the 
teeth. we see them paraiding about amoungst the stones, smoking their pot 
and crack, and we slink up to them,vinny the first to act, lunging at some 
shit in a leather jacket smashing his head open with a chain and splashing 
his blood onto a nearby tombstone.i am the next to act, diving on the next 
leatherclad shit with a reciprocating saw, driving it into his forehead and 
carving out the thing. i remove it and smear his blood, brains, and bone 
splinters all over my face shrieking like a banshe.now they are on guarde, 
but too stoned to react properly. josh flicks open his switch blade and 
slashes out both eyes of a nearby  victim with a single slash. dave slices 
off the ear of the last renegade with a pair of pruning shears and we loot 
their car and pockets, making off with an ounce of weed, a bunch of crack, 
and 22$.we drive drunkedly to another apartment complex, coated in blood and 
smash the windows open diving in like lunatics. we rip open every drawer and 
every compartment, stealing everything we can, afterwards returning to our 
firepit to drink and smoke pot and crack.we smoke the entire ounce that 
night, shadowboxing eachother untill we make our noses bleed. and vinny has 
to go to jail in one week, for stealing cars and selling them for dope 
money. i guess this is his final party, before he is buried alive.
i can feel cold metal turning in your warm bowels
i awake to splinters of vermillion light shooting from my eyeballs. what had 
i just been doing? where am i? tastes of chemicals in my mouth.i am in a 
forest, dressed in a hooded sweatshirt. i stumble to a shiny object and 
scrutinize it with vision like looking through a broken camera lense. it is 
a spray can, i pick it up and stumble home, stopping at a wall i pass. i 
messily squirt the words
"i can feel cold metal turning in your warm bowels"
black spray paint.
 
blood red rose garden
different companion, different city.just coming from a satanic church, a 
bearded friend of mine arrives from the south, seething with discomfort, 
anger and confusion.instantly we stroll, like a couple of furtive guerilla 
junkies with ak-47s under their beds to the gas station for beer.we buy a 
30pack of miller genuine draft and advance into the cyan miasma of melting 
and burst skyward clouds portentious and ominous in their vicissitudes.we 
stop to glare at them, amazed, and i notice the crazed look on my companions 
face.
"i know a crackhead who robbed a baptist church
"really
"he used to live in a dumpster behind a mcdonalds. every day they would dump 
the leftover burgers into it and he would eat them. he said he felt like he 
was having breakfast in bed.
he laughs.
"i heard that in AA so dont tell anyone
i had recently been going to AA meetings, but still, drinking heavily. i was 
now on probation, and seething with fury because it was illegal for me to 
get high.we arrived home and began to throw back beer after beer.we watched 
tv on mute while dubbing in our own voices to the mouths of the people on 
tv. at legnth, we decided we wanted some wine. drunkedly, around midnight we 
walked back to the gas station again for two bottles of wine. we take them 
home, and i turn on some charlie manson
OH GARBAGE DUMP glug glug MY GARBAGE DUMP glug glug glug WHY ARE YOU CALLED, 
A GARBAGE DUMP
my companion paces back and forth in a fit, tearing at his hair as a 
reaction to the music. i smile and look at him and his face contorts.
"lets go dig up a grave
"ok, let me take my zyprexa first
he takes his pills and we grab two shovels and rush out the door, whacking 
car windows and trees with them as we go.we dump the shovels and buy three 
more bottles of cheap red wine, pick up the bottles, and go on a drunken 
death march 10 miles up a railroad track in pitch black. we maraud up the 
railroad swilling at the wine, cringing at the white and green bats flying 
above our heads, and the headless white slithering serpants crawling over 
our toes. bodies hang from the trees, ten, fifteen bodies to a tree, some 
hanging from their feet with their bowels hanging out, others hanging by 
their bowels, some hanging by their necks. they scream. the din overwhealms 
us and we begin to run, past the wire clad landscape where we catch glimpses 
of shadowy figures marching through the trees with bodies slung over their 
shoulders.we walk through a winding tunnel of black trees to the cemetary, 
where we search for the propper grave to dig up.we find one.
"mother mary thompson 1930"
a dead nun. we begin to dig, like oilwells we chop through the clay, for 
hours it seems, untill we hit something hard.the coffin is somewhat 
decomposed and i reach down and open it.a woman lays inside dressed in a 
habit with a ghastly grin on her face.we stare at her breathlessly for a 
moment, for we both have unhealthy obsessions with decayed human bodies, 
before her eyes slowly open, and she stands up, crying, and flies from the 
grave into the air.we stand there confused for a moment before the sky turns 
bright red and blood begins to rain down on us in sporadic droplets.we run, 
but notice behind us, the nun following, running, her habit and body glowing 
gold. we stand frozen for a moment when i hear my companions name 
whispered.we turn around to be face to face with the disinterred nun, when 
she throws her arms around my companion and kisses him passionatly. she 
turns to a concrete statue. my companion screams, stumbles for all falls to 
the earth. he bursts into an explosion of red that travels along the earth 
making millions of roses to sprout as far as the eye can see. all the rest 
of the trees and obstacles were gone. i walked away from the statue, and 
have been wandering in this garden, evermore.
 
alveola
 having lost my job out of misery at the doldrums of slowly going bankrupt 
and not working, i had gathered the last of my money and absconded to mexico 
to get drunk, and to die.during one blood colored evening i found myself 
ambling up a country road with my thoughts frivolous and bouyant from 
alcohal and marijuana, across dusty planes littered with only a few homes, i 
was a true vagrant and had truly lost possession of myself, and my soul, 
which was being thrust violently about in the cruel icy winds far above my 
head.thus was my state when a harsh blow protracted the back of my head, and 
i succumbed to darkness.
    i awoke, but was still in darkness, on my back, laid down in a hastily 
built coffin.water trickled from the crevaces in the wood onto my person and 
as i gave my first shriek of horror while thrashing violently about in the 
box, my cries reverberated from the muffled walls of my premature tomb.cold 
sweat trickled my brow as i breathed heavily, laughing and crying in 
hysterics. with a hoarse whimper i began to claw at the wood for about a 
five minute epoch untill my nails were ground away and my fingers blead.i 
lay panting in the darkness groping at my person untill my hand reached 
perfunctorily into my pants and masturbated myself without being aware of 
it.the blood provided suitable lubrication and i screamed in pain at the 
point of my orgasm.what i had not been aware of at this interval was the 
arrival of dozens of small oily serpants that had wheedled their way into my 
grave and now, with terrifying sibilances, slithered about my person, my 
exposed cock, into my pant legs and the cleft of my ass, about my face and 
torso, covering my with painful bites.i howled, cried, thrashed flinging the 
creatures at my feet and stomping them into the floor of the casket. their 
blood produced a pungent odour that gagged and stifled me.after an hour of 
this horror, the serpants,silenced, forbore to harass me further. coated and 
blood and gagging with the smell of the serpants, i writhed painfully 
around, my arms and legs cramped, in this hopeless atmosphere that grew 
thinner by the minute.i sobbed, i gnawed my hands bloody, i beat the walls 
with terror, all the time shrieking, "OH DEATH DEATH DEATH
i clenched my fists and beat more furious at the hopeless lid of the coffin, 
causing dirt to sprinkle in my face and intermix with my blood.at legnth the 
lid of the coffin ruptured causing a burst of mud to bury my skull beneath 
it.i gagged and vomited clawing at the dirt and my feet thrashed violently, 
i bent my spine and dragged myself out from under the mud laying in a 
crooked fetal position, in agonizing pain, adjacent to the spilled mud.once 
again i vomited whiskey and dirt and gagged incessantly for fifteen minutes, 
my face forced six inches from the mess i had caused. i wept in my hopeless 
situation, how long before i suffocated in this miserable pit, before my 
lost vagrant wanderlust soul would be extinguished like a candle flame with 
a glass jar placed atop of it.at legnth, i lost consciousness.
      when i awoke i felt twice as stifled as i did before.i felt there was 
another body in the coffin with me. it groped me moaning and laughing saying 
in a gutteral bubbling voice "i love you" and screaming "i once had a job i 
hated as much as you" while vomiting and pissing and shitting all over me, 
mashing all three into a paste and groping at my erect cock while laughing
"i kiss you" it says and licks my face with a tongue that smells of rotted 
milk, onions, and flatulence.i beat at the creature which only laughs at my 
attempts, and continues to grope me, fingering my asshole and vomiting a 
horrific paste resembling applesauce into my face.untill, the beast vanished 
within my grasp as i gasped for air, which was growing ever thinner as time 
wore on.
     at legnth, i heard a scratching noise.my eyes opened and the first 
feeble rays, as of the first lights of dawn, caressed my face.at that moment 
my terror departed like a flock of doves released concluding a spanish 
wedding.the lid of the coffin was upturned and i lept from it to the terror 
of two men bearing shovels. i had been accidentally exhumed by graverobbers. 
i bound down the street, laughing like a madman.
 
snuff
i woke up and dressed. i put on a wristwatch, t-shirt and shorts. walking to 
work, i had to avoid a dog. i arrived. hey sexy, my coworker greets me. what 
should i do first? i ask. first i want you to suck all our cocks, then bend 
over and take it up your lazy tight fat ass from all of us.they grabbed me 
and carried me to the butchers.they pulled my hair back and doog exposed his 
wang, he pushed my head onto him making me suck. you like to suck cock dont 
you you sickening foul shit? i couldnt reply, his hands were around my head 
slamming me into his groin. someone had taken my pants down, spat on my 
asshole and was fucking it. two obese moustached men. you like this dont 
you, you filth? you filthy junky? they hated me, but wanted to fuck me. i 
was young and i smoked pot so it gave them any excuse to maltreat me. they 
were rejected cops. the most exciting point in their life, if it wasnt 
brutalizing some private citizen to get some morally bankrupt arrest, was 
having a flight delayed in a local airport.the first fucker stopped and 
someone else took hold of me, hammering my mouth, i resisted and they began 
to strangle me, so i let up. my cock was more limp than their wrists. you 
see, this is how you treat a faggot! one of them yelled. cum dribbled out of 
my asshole, minced with blood. i began to cry and one of them slapped me 
across the face. i thought you liked taking it up the ass you little shit! 
enjoy while you can, i dont know any faggot or bisexual married to some 
idiot god woman who would dare to stick a cock up your ass, were doing you a 
favor! fuckers switched then came back for more. they hammered me, slapped 
me, one punching my asshole before he punctured it.midway through the sex 
act i began to scream, loudly, wanting to die and suffer, wanting to escape, 
wanting anything...
a fist strikes my face and a hand strikes my ass.
your done with your work here. now get your things, get out and dont fucking 
come back.
i awaken with a battered face and admire my deranged features in a dirty 
mirror, hanging on the factory wall. i kick my roach infested blankets aside 
and find my wallet empty, so i return to work and find the same wild sneers 
as before. howling they accost me outside the store and carry me into the 
meat locker tossing me onto a rotted side of beef covered in maggots. their 
fat mits tear my clothes off and in minutes a dry cock is tearing into my 
ass and another in my mouth. a third party gouges my nipples out into small 
tatters of meat that plop to the dirty floor. with a pair of gardening 
sheers he slices of my balls and erect cock with on vulgar swipe and the 
penis falls on the floor like a deflating water hose, my teeth clamp down on 
the cock in my mouth and i taste blood, the penis withdrawls and a hammer 
strikes me across the brow caving in my forehead, the cock withdrawls from 
my ass and i feel metal sliding up my ass. a burning pain as the pull my 
intestines out of my ass with wire hooks, it plops to the ground and they 
pick up the intestine lubricating their cocks with them.the hammer swoops 
down striking my achilles tendon smashing it to paste, they wrap me in 
plastic and dump me out the back of the store into the dumpster
oddly still alive i amble horrifically down the street limping intestines 
hanging out of my asshole. i pull the strait razor embedded in the side of 
my temple from its gash and amble awkwardly forward with an obscene limp 
groaning loudly.three young black boys run around me cackling at my 
condition
one of the strikes me in the head with his fist and blood spurts out of my 
nose, i thrust the razor at him slicing his throat open all the way down to 
his armpit.the other two lunge at me and i cleave his nose from his face. he 
falls back clutching his bleeding face and howling.i fall forward hacking 
the back of his neck open, slicing the tendons clear in half and his head 
sputters falls limp and he colapses, the final boy attacks me with brass 
knuckles and i reel, but reciprocate by cutting a deep crimson mouth into 
his gut with the razor. he falls into the street, and i scream, driving the 
strait razor into my jugular.i fall atop him, paroxied.